psh what a baby...

tomorrows registration for band camp.. mmhm.. yup yup...

today me and corey said our long goodbye. were not gonna see eachother probably for the rest of the summer. im going to be at band camp until the 30th, and hes gonna be at yellowstone and such on a fam trip for who knows how long. i felt so boring cuz we didnt really talk, or do anything, i just slept in his arms. i felt kinda bad, but all i wanted was to be close to him. lol i was like taking everything in, engraving it all into my memory so that ill have at least something to hold onto while were apart. i feel like such a baby, too. when he dropped me off and we said bye and stuff i almost started crying. lol i couldnt even look at him cuz i was afraid id start! and then, when i was walking back to my house and he was driving away, lol, i actually did start to cry. i didnt sob, just cried silent tears.. what a clingy little baby ive become! what has come over me! hah and i thought i was strong. psh.

im pretty excited about band camp this year.. except the music is unbelievably tough for me lol.. of course, ive only been alto sax-ing it for about a year now, and i havent practiced all summer. big oops on my part. its jazz music this year. not my fav genre, but i have a feeling taht if they decide to choreograph parts for the actual marching band and make it interactive, then it will be fun. but, if they just make us play the music and march and theres no snazzy little numbers, then the show wont be very fun for me. hah, like, the best reason to march is the people in the band anyways, so it almost doesnt matter if the show music sucks.

my moms leaving to go to miami tomorrow, so we spent some quality bonding time together today.. we went shopping! i ended up very frustrated, as always, but in the end i got: a pink bra, a long flowing hippie-ish skirt, a short short jean skirt, and a white bathing suit (no its not see-through though). very good in the long haul. lol and me and mommy got to bond! :D

haha poor dads gonna be all alone this week! ill be at band camp, and mom will be in miami! poor old man! lol i feel kinda sry for him! tonight he made this comment that "it would be ok if you two were gone at different times, but youre both gonna be gone at the same time.." i felt really sorry for him. maybe tomorrow ill bake him something. yeah! and be extra sweet to him, too :)

best part of the day: time with corey, and shopping with mom!!